Open Question: tell my bestfriend i love her?
heres my problem, i adore my best pal and i have been friends with her for over 8 years and i have hidden my feelings for her the whole time and never told her and i cant take it anymore and i want to tell her i lover her so bad but i fear of losing our friendship because i dont think sick ever find a pal as great as she is. i have spent the night at her home before in her bed and her friends alwayus think we have a thing but we dont and she leaves for college in the fall and i want to tell her before she leaves because i fear if i dont do it now then sick never receive the chance...but i dont wanna loose her friendship because she is truely my best pal. and she wants to have a kid with me if she is 30 and stil single and she always says she doesnt want to loose me and she wants to be friends forever she told me she loves me many times and ive told her too but idk if she means it like that...so has anyone been in this position before...what do i do? id kill to be with her i lover her so much the other day i went to her home witha pal of ours and we every drank and relaxed and had a good time and we ended up playing strip poker so i saw her naked. but i noticed that our pal was every over her and he told her that he broke up with his girlfriend because he still loved her or something but he was drunk...she told him how he was her pal blah blah blah and that made him kinda upset which got me thinking about when im gonna tell her but unlike him i am her best pal and i started to receive emotional about it because i kno im gonna have to tell her soon....later we wnt up stairs to watch a movie and she passed out on the stairs so i picked her up and put her in her bed and she woke up about 2 minutes later.....we talked about the future the past , and the times we have spent together and about how she was leaving....i started to sob because i had repressed these feelings for 8 years and they just every came out...she wiped the tears away from my eyes and when she touched me and her words just clip me to the core....she grabbed my arms and wrapped them around her and put my hands at her chest and we layed together every night, and right before she fell asleep she saidi adore you and i said i adore you too...then she said" ive never felt more safe than i do right now"....and i layed there withher and watched her snooze for th e next two hours until i finally fell asleep...we both remembered everyword in the morning..what do i do idk what to do how what where when or if i should tell her or just like the great thing i have...someone please help me Additional Details and she got out of a relationship about a month and a half ago and she really loved him...im helping her thru it the right way...she says she loves me but i dont think she means she actually loves me
29 Jul 2010, 9:38 pm | click here to view more